" I don't even wanna have an AV right now :( " / emoblog
Well..It happened..the thing to finally blacken my heart > > I don't know how many of you knew this, but I did have a bf, I have had one for a while..BUT!..this is the same one that disappeared for like..6 months..well today he broke up with me..after 1 year and 7 months technically.. I feel like a wall just..planted itself in my heart D: cutting off my love supply.. Am I a monster for not crying? D: .. I want Yuge..or Cory ;___; I wanna be held -cries- Why does this always happen to meeee?.. agh i'm gonna cry irl if I keep going D: here's the song--
Oh Eddie, I'm so sorry to hear about this...I know nothing I say can cure a year and 7 month's worth of pain, nor am I one of the people you probably had in mind to consol with, but as a friend who's also experienced difficult breakups, allow me to say this: the kind of place you are right now in your life, where nothing makes sense, everything seems dark around you, and the world just fricken sucks....is where you will look back and say, "this particular moment of pain and struggle is where i most matured or most learned something about myself or life." I always tell my friends, by going through moments like these and not giving up--which doesnt mean going through it gracefully--is what makes us better people. As cliche as it sounds, everything takes time, especially for wounds to heal, and though right now it seems black wherever you look, the most important thing is to just keep going. Go ahead and cry to your heart's content, no one's gonna stop you. Sob, get wasted, look pathetic, run till you fall and scrape your knees raw, but no matter what just keep going. And even though it hurts more than anything (trust me I understand it does), you are winning because you love. As I often tell my friends: if you dont love too much, you dont love enough. And Eddie, you have one of the biggest hearts I know of those I've met on SL. You can do it, and remember that your friends are behind you 200% of the way. =]
I'm extremely indecisive. I guess sometimes I can be an asshole, but not on purpose, half of the time, I think It's for you're own good lol, on the other hand, I could be the nicest guy you'll ever meet. I used to be slightly high-maintenance, but I think that faded mostly. If we get close enough there probably isn't anything I wouldn't do for you :) , also I have a problem with saying "No" to people, just don't take advantage of that. I can be moody sometimes. And when I'm upset theres only a few things that can make me feel better, If you're a close friend, you know what they are :P. I can often be really quiet.
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Oh Eddie, I'm so sorry to hear about this...I know nothing I say can cure a year and 7 month's worth of pain, nor am I one of the people you probably had in mind to consol with, but as a friend who's also experienced difficult breakups, allow me to say this: the kind of place you are right now in your life, where nothing makes sense, everything seems dark around you, and the world just fricken sucks....is where you will look back and say, "this particular moment of pain and struggle is where i most matured or most learned something about myself or life." I always tell my friends, by going through moments like these and not giving up--which doesnt mean going through it gracefully--is what makes us better people. As cliche as it sounds, everything takes time, especially for wounds to heal, and though right now it seems black wherever you look, the most important thing is to just keep going. Go ahead and cry to your heart's content, no one's gonna stop you. Sob, get wasted, look pathetic, run till you fall and scrape your knees raw, but no matter what just keep going. And even though it hurts more than anything (trust me I understand it does), you are winning because you love. As I often tell my friends: if you dont love too much, you dont love enough. And Eddie, you have one of the biggest hearts I know of those I've met on SL. You can do it, and remember that your friends are behind you 200% of the way. =]